I'm having a hard time decided what I want to do. One day I'm telling myself that I'm beautiful even though I'm over weight. I'm telling my self to just embrace my current size and instead of being upset by the clothes in my closet that don't fit, I should just get some that make me comfortable.
The next day I'm telling myself that I should start dieting.
Lasagna one day, salad the next.
I'm being torn at my fat rolls!
Winter is coming which makes me worry that if I start going for evening runs it wont last long due to cold weather. I'd love to get up and take a jog in the morning but Tim leaves for work so early that I can't just leave the house since Ell is still sleeping. I love going to the gym but I'm kinda broke (thumbs down!) and my gym buddies have left town. My sister is going to college in Powell now and my cousin Sam for one, pregnant, and for two lives in Laramie! I'm just at a loss. Elliot screams and screams when I take him to the Rec Center day care and makes it so I'm just worried about him the whole time. And now since my sisters left for college my mom has been running the coffee cabin so she can't keep an eye on him for an hour so I can go to Zumba.
I need help. Someone to go to the gym with, or to watch Ell so I can go to the gym. Someone to motivate without being mean! I need pushed, I need someone to say "Hey Kait, you have a pretty face but your body is going to waste! Time to put down that brownie and pick up an apple, Pal!"
I think I might as Tim if he'll get me another gym membership and perhaps a new pair of shoes...my Nike's are worn out. I'm thinking maybe a pair of those Vibram Five Finger shoes...I think they would do wonders for my bad knees!
So now the question: Is anyone out there willing to be my gym buddy and say "STOP EATING FATTY!" and someone who would be willing to watch my kid for an hour or two? Also, Is there anyone who has some great weight loss tips and or workouts that really work out lol?
HELP THE FATTY FEEL PRETTY AGAIN!!!
The size I'm hoping to get down to again! Size 7 135 lbs.
This is what I DO NOT WANT TO BE ANYMORE!!! Size 13 175 lbs.
